What is in my head?
Sunday, September 20th, 2009Weilst ein Herz hast wir a Bergewerg weilst a Wahnsinn bist für mi steh I auf di…..I am from Austria… Maybe some of you know this phrase from a famous Austrian song. It’s a song love song dedicated to wonderful Austria and I mention this song now because it played it when I went out tonight instead of sleeping and get ready for the Finals on sunday…..and because the last World cup took place in Austria my home country, in lovely Schladming. I trained a lot before the race on the Dh and 4x track and you should have assumed that I had a big advantage, but it doesn’t make a different how often you ride track and how often you race it down in your head. How often you walk it down or how many people help you believe in you to get prepared. Every corner and every root are in printed your head and you know where and when to place your breaking point, jump push or take the speed out. And? What counts? I can tell you what counts- your mentally strength. Nothing else. When you race on this level, I do- the world cup. The worlds best riders. You can be sure that everyone trains hard, is super fit , has the best bikes, has the best support you can imagine and everyone wants to win. So you are just top when you can focus and when you are mentally the strongest. And I guess you want to know what did happen in my race run. I failed- I was so nervous and I think to sum it up I didn’t even ride one line good how I trained it before. One mistake after one. I ended up on the 24th position and missed the finals on Sunday.
In four cross it was nearly the same. I trained very well, was happy and said to myself “that’s my race I feel so good”. But I have also to mention this time the luck wasn’t on my side. In my qualification run sun exposure was blending me so much that I couldn’t jump 2 jumps clear. I was 10th and in my second were 4 girls. So I could have been also 7th when I would have been 0,80 seconds faster. Anyway on Saturday I got out in the first round and finally ended on the 9th position too. I am fine with this but I expected much more.
I am glad that the season is over and have break now. First thing I will do is to get my private life sorted. By by LENE









